This is my before video. I am going to try to lose 50 pounds, because I want to be 140, or maybe 145. Right now I’m 190 pounds, and I’m only five six, so that’s not good at all. So let me point out everything that I need to get rid of. First, would be my stomach here. Defintely not supposed to do that.
That’s not good. I also have big love handles. They actually look worse usually when I’m wearing pants, because the pants are usually tight. My legs are pretty big too. They’re, I guess they’re a little muscular, but right now you can’t even see the muscle. And then from the side it’s even worse.
And then from the back, you can see how huge my love handles get. My arms too, they’re not muscular at all. They don’t look good when I’m wearing a tank top, they just look fat. This is my before video and hopefully it’s the last time I look like this. Right now I am 178 pounds. I know I initially said I wanted to be 145, which I definitely don’t want to any more.
I think the lowest I’d want to be is probably 160. I don’t know if I’ve said how big my hips were last time, but they’re like – it’s like 38 1/2 or 39 now which isn’t too bad. I think my waist is like thirty one, and this is good my calves, they were – they’ve gone down an inch I just want to make a video, a bikini one, because in my other one everyone was like, you can probably wear a bikini,porno.
So I’m wearing one. It’s not like a string one or anything, but I don’t really like those things. I think I looked better than a lot of skinny people, right now. I no longer look at myself and think I look fat. I think I need to lose a little weight, but I don’t think I’m fat. I am now one hundred and sixty-five pounds, which makes me very happy.
I feel like if I stayed at this weight, I would be, I’d be fine with it, pretty much. I’ll turn to the side. I know you can’t really tell, but when I’m standing like that, I’d like to lose a tiny bit there. If I don’t, it’s not a huge deal. From the back, I think it looks. I still think it doesn’t look that good from the back because it looks like it goes out a lot.